Here's the new look(actually hindi pa masyadong tapos) of my penthouse.
Story of My Life
FASHION,FOOD,CULTURE,PEACE,LOVE and ME
Tuesday, November 27, 2012
Media Appreciation Lunch at Puey'sPethouse
Earlier this week was the busiest week of my career in the food industry. Renovating my place at the same time planning the menu for my event on the 24th. Very stressfull! It feels like i have a gala fashion show again! walang tulugan at most of all nervous kasi ang guests ko are mostly media and the PSBAnk president and some executives. Pressure grabe! Good thing my beloved school GCIC Culinary arts lends me kitchen equiptments for my kitchen is not yet complete! hopefully soon! And thank you PSBank!
Friday, October 26, 2012
Ang Mga Lalaki sa Buhay...(Part 4)
Hello hello!! Tagal kong hindi nakapagblog! pano kasi i got busy with school and kitchen plus nawala camera ko so wala akong ganang mag blog kasi wala akong mapost na photos.:( But anyways..eto na ang never ending na kadugtong ng akig buhay pag ibig..i mean ''akala'' koĆ½ pag ibig.
SIXTH LOVE..(Kulong na Pag ibig)
Omg, ito yung pinaka medyo nabaliw din ako..(ng slight) shit share ko ba to? o wag nalang? Medyo sensitive case to eh. Hahaha sige na nga! Pls do not judge me on this one. I'm sure alam naman nating lahat na meron akong project sa isang community..nagtuturo ako about Fashion, Arts and Design chuva eklavu! A private org asked me if i can do it and my uncle asked me too who's friends with these org. At first ayoko muna kasi feeling ko hindi pa ako ready. After months napa oo narin ako sa project..so i volunteered. First visit was nakakatakot, hindi ako makapagsalita kasi natatakot lang ako feeling ko hindi na ako makakalabas ng buhay!.
Isa sa mga onganizers na taga loob, aba may fez! mukhang matalino at malinis. So medyo na excite ako at medyo gumaan loob ko. So sabi ko sige babalik ako at pag iisipan ko kung ano ang pwede kong itulong.. after a week, nakag isip isip ko na whynot nga ba? I think its a great opportunity for me to be able to share my blessing by teaching them. So i did.. Masaya, naiba ang pagtingin ko sa community na ito. Yung takot naiba..naging ''Saya'' at pag ibig sya. Habang tumatagal ako sa pabalikbalik, at nagiging close ako sa mga students ko at sa mga organizers. These guy na sya talaga ang incharge sa project who is super smart, good looking guy medyo nadedevelop na naman ako! eto na naman si cupido..pinana na naman ako, binigyan na naman ako ng sakit sa ulo! haha So syempre nainlove na ang lola nyo! haha masaya akong pabalikbalik sa kanila para mag teach at pagkatapos ko mag teach i would hangout with them, know them more. So feeling ko parang ang gaan gaan nila..mga totoong tao talaga..ibang iba sa mundo ko.
I bring food for all my students and i also bring food for him.. he loves to eat also.. lalo na pasta at callos. eh magaling ako dyan! haha It was nice to see him enjoying the food i cooked..parang kumukutikutitap mata ko palagi pag sinasabi nya how sarap my food is. Hehe That time meron syang girlfriend! pero hindi nama ako inis kasi wala naman akong say.. palagi lang akong excited pag dumadating na ang araw na kung kelan ako pupunta sa kanila..sagrado sa akin ang araw na yan. walang tawag, text or anything. Nainlove ako ng bonggang bongga na naman. Pero ang ending hindi pwede..hindi nya ako pwedeng mahalin kagaya ng pagmamahal ko sa kanya..hayyy KALISUD! We remained friends...until now if i hav the chance we would talk.. Until now umaasa parin ako na sana mahalin mo din ako! Chozz!!!! hahahaha walang kokontra!! blog ko to!!
SEVENTH LOVE...(wala lang ito)
AFAM(foreigner) naman.. gwapo, tangkad para syang anak ng dyos haha nasa boracay ako sa mga panahon na yun..dun ko sya nakilala. Tapos nagkita kami ulit sa makati. I invited him to my bday party and he had fun. Super nice guy. Palagi kaming kumakain sa labas. I like guys na mahilig kumain kasi yan ang buhay ko..kumain haha! Dinala ko sya sa pary ng friend ko sa alabang, tapos on our way back gosh he grabbed my hands tapo hinawakan lang nya hanggang sa dumating kami sa Makati..at feeling ko ang haba haba ng hair ko!!!!!!!!! sabi ko shit this is it!! this is really is it!!!(sabi pa ni ai ai) Super sweet grabe so inshort nainlababo na naman akez ng bongga! walang kapagurang pag ibig ito! fight! So ok naman kami until may kontrabida sa umeksena! Girl! malaki boobs!! eh day, wala akong laban..inaway pa ako ng girl! yun pala jowa din sya ng girl na yun.. kaya ayun nabigo ako sa kanya.. pero wala na sya dito sa manila..Bumalik sa sya sa bansa nya kasi bigo din sya dun sa girl(buti nga) ahahah!
Hindi pa nagtatapos ang aking buhay pag ibig, meron pa.
Abangan......
LOVE AND PEACE
-PUEY-
Wednesday, October 17, 2012
The Old Bobon
I love bobon..Bobon is my home town..Bobon is where i was born and Bobon is in the North of Samar. Bobon means Water well or balon or in waray it means ukad. Kasi ang sabi nila dati ang town ko ay isang malaking balon o Bobon.
Dito ako namulat, dito ako nagdalaga at dito rin ako lumaki. I am always a proud bobonanon. When i had my first store i named it Bobon. I find the name Bobon unique. Or lets just say, i am a pure waraynon. I love evrythng about samar about my town. I love the fact that i am probinsyano. I am lucky to have a province na anytime you want to feel at home you just go to your province and you can relax and be yourself again.
Palagi kong sinsabi na kung meron lang akong pwedeng career sa Bobon i would love to stay there.. but the thing is wala. Minsan nga pag umuuwi ako na nakikita ko na bobon is improving, Hindi ko alam kung matutuwa ako o hindi.. Kasi parang gusto ko na kung ano ang look ng bobon the time umalis ako gusto ko ganun parin pagbalik ko.. Nalulungkot ako pag minsan makikita mo putol na kahoy dahil pinutol dahil may itatayong bahay or something. Call me selfish but i still love the old bobon. You can see the innocence, the pureness..and peace.
I got these photos at my friends facebook album(thanks Harold)..Its just so refreshing to see photos that reminds you of your roots.
Dito ako namulat, dito ako nagdalaga at dito rin ako lumaki. I am always a proud bobonanon. When i had my first store i named it Bobon. I find the name Bobon unique. Or lets just say, i am a pure waraynon. I love evrythng about samar about my town. I love the fact that i am probinsyano. I am lucky to have a province na anytime you want to feel at home you just go to your province and you can relax and be yourself again.
Palagi kong sinsabi na kung meron lang akong pwedeng career sa Bobon i would love to stay there.. but the thing is wala. Minsan nga pag umuuwi ako na nakikita ko na bobon is improving, Hindi ko alam kung matutuwa ako o hindi.. Kasi parang gusto ko na kung ano ang look ng bobon the time umalis ako gusto ko ganun parin pagbalik ko.. Nalulungkot ako pag minsan makikita mo putol na kahoy dahil pinutol dahil may itatayong bahay or something. Call me selfish but i still love the old bobon. You can see the innocence, the pureness..and peace.
I got these photos at my friends facebook album(thanks Harold)..Its just so refreshing to see photos that reminds you of your roots.
I sooo love this!! Parang scene sya sa movie na HIMALA ni Nora Aunor. Diba? Ito yung old church namin.
Aerial view of my town. Bobon
Sa kanan thats the house of my grand parents.
Sa park/plaza
Inside the church
Prosisyon.
View from elementary school.
Sakay-sakay(fluvial parade)
People of bobon
Sinulog. Viva Sto. Nino! I am a believer of sto. ninos miracle/power. That why i always try my best not to miss the Sto. Nino Festival Every January. I feel bad pag hindi ako nakakauwi to celebrate. Naging panata ko na sya. And it always feels good to dance infront of Sto. nino to praise him. With the beat of drums and The Ati atihan music/sound.. ohh it feels good!
I think these was 1986 after the Super typhoon..i just forgot the name of the bagyo. But i remeber it was very scary!! Parang buong bahay namin nilipad ata! kasi naalala ko sa simbahan kami tumakbo then the church roof started to fly narin.. Wow that was vey scary. But we survived.. Bobon survived.
Fas-yon! loved loved her dress!
Naabutan ko ang road na hindi pa concrete.. we use to play Patentero and a lot of non-computer games! haha
I just Bobon.. Parang gusto ko na naman umuwi. I miss my childhood.. I miss my friends.. I miss my Family.. I miss the OLD BOBON.
LOVE AND PEACE
-PUEY-
Sunday, October 14, 2012
A Series of Unfortunate(but funny) Events of Puey Quinones Part 2
Hello! I almost forgot na to write the part 2 of my Unfortunate events..Thiz iz it! part 2.
THE PODIUM
Some years ago, That time i was hanging out pa with my film maker friends.. I used to style music videos kasi. It was fun and that time also i think kakabreak ko lang sa jowa kong afam. One time My film maker friend (now an Editor In Chief of a Vongga mens Magazine) organized a meeting/preprod at the podium, His driver picked me up. I was wearing a COMME des GARCONS Skirt and a layerd T-shirt with turban and a big bayong! I feel chic and unique that day. Pagdating ko sa podium nakita ko friends ko sa starbucks habang papunta na ako sa kanila, may dalawang security guards na humahabol sa akin.. akala ko naman may nahulog ako sa bag or something, Or baka may naiwan ako sa car at tinatawag ako ng driver. Habang papalapit ako ng papalapit sa may starbucks Bigla nalang akong hinawakan sa shoulders ko dalawang guards at sabi, ''Hoy! bawal mamalimos dito!" Tapos hinihila na ako palayo! Syempre naloka ako!! sabi ko wait wait wait!! nag english na ako syempre! And say ko! Excuse me? do i look like a beggar?! (holding my then sony erricson phone) Do you think i can afford these! if beggar ako?! So natigilan sila.. Sabi ko pls call your supervisor.. syempre napahiya ako, ang daming taong nakatingin sa akin..tapos my friends lumapit na sa akin at sinabi na kasama nila ako. Nakita kong namutla yung dalawang security.
Dumating ng supervisor ng security nila. Tinanong kung ano ang problema. Sabi ko(malumanay at sweet voice ko) Boss, mukha ba talaga akong pulubi? Say ng supervisor, Bakit po sir? kasi hinihila nila ako palabas ng mall kasi akala nila pulubi ako. Very apologetic naman the supervisor.. and asked me kung ano gusto kong gawin sa dalawang security guards. But sa halip na magalit ako, i said. Its ok.. sorry from them is ok. I just told them na purket iba manamit ang tao hindi ibig sabihin pulubi na or masamang tao na. Kung may duda kayo make sure lapitan at kausapin muna. Hindi nalang basta basta hihilain.
Sorry ng sorry yung dalawang guards pati narin the supervisor. Nakakaloka lang pero masaya kung issipin kasi effective pala ang aking outfit haha.
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ST. JUDE
Dati almost every thursday nagsisimba ako sa st. jude kasama ko my good friends na sila nag invite sa akin mag simba dum. St jude pala is the saint for hopeless cases. I love going to the church aside from sarado catoliko ako, i am also a believer of the power of prayers(chozz!!) But seriously i am.
That time ang peg ko is Erykah Badu, she is a soul singer, for me she is unique..from voice to her outfits. Kaya sya nag peg ko that time. One thursday, I went went my friends to st jude..the church was full kasi thursday san day ni st jude. Nakipagsiksikan kami tapos may katabi akong mother looking woman tapos pray ako ng pray.. nakatingin lang sa sa akin.. after awhile hindi nya siguro natiis, Tinanong nya ako, ''Hijo do you have leukemia? My son has too.. i will pray for you.'' Ako naman natulala, nagulat secrectly..the i realized i was wearing a turban inside the church! So akala nya na nalalagas ang hair ko kaya naka turban ako! haha nahiya ako kay mother.. at sabi ko ay, hindi po.. nakalimutan ko lang po tanggalin..style ko lang po ito sorry po. But dont worry po i will pray for your son too. And She said sorry but i said no need to say sorry po. My bad kasi i forgot to remove it before going inside the church.
Peace be with you!
Ganito ang turban ko dati.
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GROCERY
Years ago, Run ako ng grocery kasi meron akong party sa gabi. Ikot ako ng ikot, wearing my draped skirt and top, tapos merong mga afam na nagshoshopping din, tingin ng tingin sa akin, sabi ko sa sarili ko(thiz is it!!) Booking ito! nung magbabayad na sa counter, sumusunod sila sa akin.. palapit ng palapit.. ako naman deep inside kinikilig na, hindi lang ako nagpapahalata. Nasa harap ko na silang dalawa. At say, Can we have a picture of you? Are you a monk? Where you from? Napicture naman ako with them.. kunyari hindi ko sila naintindihan hahaha nod nalang ako ng nod! hahaha
Ito yung look ko that day..except the color.
LOVE AND PEACE
-PUEY-
Saturday, October 13, 2012
Ang mga Lalaki sa Buhay....(Part 3)
Hello1 i'm back.. sorry nabusy ako kakaluto..hirap kumita ng datung! Alam nyo yan hahah! Anyways, So syempre hindi parin ako sumuko diba? Merong pang Part 3 talaga! As i said before, hindi ako pwedeng mabuhay na walang Lovelife...Sapagkat kakambal ko sa Valentina, Cupido, at kung sino sino pang mga dyosa ng pag ibig..totoo man o hindi.
FOURTH LOVE (greatest love).
Omg, i'm not sure kung gusto ko itong i-share kasi ang story namin parang Rihanna and Chris brown lang naman. Hehe very complicated AGAIN! But i must say sya ang greatest love of all sabi pa nga ni mother witney! To share or not to share? hmmmm sorry wag muna kasi meron kaming inaayos na mga issues and i think we are ok now..I Still love him..and will always be..Sabi pa ni Rihanna ''
"We're very, very close friends. We built a trust again and that's it. We love each other and we probably always will ... that's not something you can shut off, if you've ever been in love,"
-Rihanna
FOURTH LOVE (greatest love).
Omg, i'm not sure kung gusto ko itong i-share kasi ang story namin parang Rihanna and Chris brown lang naman. Hehe very complicated AGAIN! But i must say sya ang greatest love of all sabi pa nga ni mother witney! To share or not to share? hmmmm sorry wag muna kasi meron kaming inaayos na mga issues and i think we are ok now..I Still love him..and will always be..Sabi pa ni Rihanna ''
"We're very, very close friends. We built a trust again and that's it. We love each other and we probably always will ... that's not something you can shut off, if you've ever been in love,"
-Rihanna
Some of my friends understands me but some of them doesn't. Some calls me Tanga..but whatever it is akin nalang muna yun. But i respect that. I will tell you my story about this once i'm ready. Sorry guys.. not now.
FIFTH LOVE (Akala).
His face is like an angel..parang pang hollywood lang ang peg nya. Gwapo! So sino ang hindi maiinlove sa kanya? Ok, here is the story, i met him through a friend. He was a fresh grad from a business school. That time i needed someone to guide me with my business so i asked him, he super helped me and he is very smart, matalino and all. Kaso ang problema nadedevelop na ako sa kanya..ewan ko ba i think thats my weakness. Mahilig ako sa gwapo(sino ba hindi?) at maiinlove lola mo tapos iiyak dahil sa akala. hahaha Alam ko na cycle eh..so anyways, One time he invited me to go out of town, so ako naman super join!! syempre masosolo ko sya, super excited talaga ako grabe! on our way, he said may dadaanan lang kaming tita nya so ako naman sa isip ko, wow family event kasama ako!
Dumaan kami sa condo ng ''tita'' nya. May bumama, girl, sexy, hindi mukhang tita, sumakay sa back seat at pinakilala sa akin but of course i forgot her name..not interested ako no! on our way to the resort, sa isip ko tita ba nya ito? parang hindi, napakabagets naman kung tita nya to. Dumating kami sa resort na ang isip ko pa din kung tita nya.. nahiya naman kasi ako mag ask if she is a tita or what? But i figured it out na hindi..kasi medyo sweet silang dalawa..naikikita ko body language na merong something kaya nasira mood ko, sa isip ko bakit naman kailangan pang sabihin na tita nya? ok lang naman sa akin kahit sino kasama basta clear lang no! so the moody diaz of me lumabas. Hindi ako jumojoin sa kanila super text lang ako ng text sa friend ko sa manila ina-update ko sila kung ano nangyayari. Sa gabi na feeling ko talaga super na out of place ako..sila lang dalawa lampungan ng lampungan! I called my friend sabi ko plsss sunduin nyo na ako dito!! gustong gusto ko ng umuwi nung gabing yun! kaso ang layo namin at wala akong way pauwi kasi naki ride lang ako sa kanya. Tinulog ko nalang pero same room kami! Dalawang beds, so inshort matutulog sya either sa bed ko o sa girl..so ofcourse sa girl sya tumabi alang naman sa akin..haha wala naman akong laban no. pinilit kong matulog. Ewan ko kung anong nangyari. Alam nyo na.
Umaga, pag gising ko nag pretend ako na ok..tapos nakita ko dad nya dumating. Breakfast na so kakain na kaming lahatkasabay ang dad at ang girl. That day i thik alam na ng guy na hindi ako masaya sa nangyayari. sabay sabay kami kumain, nilagyan ng rice ng guy ang plates ng girl at ng dad nya except me! Ay day parang tumulo talaga luha ko sa harap nila pero nag pretend akong mag yawn/hikab. Tinapos ko parin ang breakfast tapos afterlunch sabi ko na gusto ko ng umuwi kasi may meeting ako kahit wala. Hayyy ayun, akala ko kasi yun na..hindi pala. Umuwi akong luhaan literally at kinalimutan ko nalang ang nararamdaman ko..wiz future!! kaya dedma nalanag. Super friends padin kami..He's very busy lang now.
Abangan ang susunod na kabanata.....
LOVE AND PEACE
-PUEY-
Thursday, October 11, 2012
Mga lalaki sa buhay.. Part 2
Hello.. i am back, as promised isusunod ko na ang part two ng aking mga mentoley! Ang peg ko gayon ay si Osang.. as in Rosana Roces..ang mga lalaki sa buhay ni selya....
THIRD LOVE.(mahaba haba ito)
Nasa manila na ako nito. June 30, 2002...Gay Pride in Malate. Nameet ko ang isang afam na mas matanda sa akin. That time i was 22 and he was 50.. nasa bar kami that time, isaw him on my way up and he saw me..he was looking at me but medyo dedma ko lang sya kasi madami akong kasama. Tapos nung pauwi na kami nasa baba parin sya, and my friend saw him staring at me! Feeling ko ang ganda ganda ko that night..(ay umaga na pala yun).. Tapos tinutulak ako ng mga friends ko para kausapin itong afam! So the afam nahala na binibiro ako so lumapit si afam sa akin at nagpakilala, at ang say nya: ''I think this is my lucky night..i met the most beautiful pinoy'' ang haba nag hair ko!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! in short inuwi nya ako sa hotel nya! Shit ang ganda ganda ko talaga that night grabe! he was 50yo yes but hindi sya mukhang makyondis..at bet na bet ko din mga daddy looking.. It was a very memorable evening.
Parang ayoko ng umuwi gusto ko nalang kasama sya. Pag gising ko wala sya sa tabi ko..he was staying at these bed and breakfast in malate.. its an old house with a pool. Very very beautiful! So ang ginawa ko nag shower ako and i was gonna say my goodbye already and then after my shower he invited me for breakfast. And mind you, nagpaset sya ng vonggang breakfast sa may poolside with matching flowers!! so ako naman naloka! Ang haba haba ng hairrrrrrrrrrrrrr ko na naman!!! umabot sa EDSA from Adriatico, Malate. hahahaha! So after the breakfast, he got my number and told me he wants to see me again! So i gave my number... i went home and sleep to death kasi pagoda akez! nung dinner time nag ring ang ang landline..btw, that time hindi pa uso ang text sa akin. And it was him again..asking me to have dinner. So nagkita ulit kami, super kwentuhan and stuff. Lumipas ang isang linggo, sabi nya sa akin mahal na niya ako!! so ako naman super kilig kasi that time first time na may nagsabi na mahal ako! This is it!!! He left the country and promised me that he will come back..and we decided to move in together. We got a house in one of the villages in makati and i was doing the housewife duty. Like cooking, shopping furnitures, driving him to his swimming thing everynight..
It was a joy at first..Until after few months medyo nakikita ko na ang totoong ugali..he becomes very very abusive. He was an alcoholic, we always have stocks of 8 cases of beer every week! He starts his day with Beer! and then pag gabi na, lasig na lasing na and thats everyday! I started to complain...and he gets upset pag nagcocomplain ako. He would tell me he will go out and find a new boy kasi hindi ko daw sya maintindihan. It was a very stressful relationship..i was mentally and physically tortured... Everyday he would force me to have sex with him and he is always lasing..he forced me to sniff poppers para lang ako maging active..everyday with an alcoholic was a nightmare..i just cry..If hindi naman ako pumapayag he would go out and comeback with another guy..It was painful! Parang hindi ko alam ang gagawin ko palagi..wala akong magawa kasi nakatali ako sa kanya. Pag hindi sya naka inum ok sya..pero the moment na madapuan na ng alcohol katawan nya, i started to worry..kinakabahan na naman ako kasi alam ko na ang mangyayari. He would always blame me about culture! Culture differences! hindi daw nya maintindihan ang pinoy! Palagi nalang kami na aaway..hindi na masaya..Until on night nasa kitchen ako cleaning and nagkataon kasi wala ang maid namin at nagpaplansta din ako, nakakita sya ng ipis sa kitchen, sobra syang nagalit at tinadyakan ako! Sa galit ko binato ko sya ng plansta! tumakbo ako..umalis ako nga bahay na walang kadaladalang gamit. I left everything wala akong dala kahit ano except my tote bag...I found myself running along EDSA..then i called my friend and went to his house..dun na ako nakitulog and i decided to go home to my province. It was a very very traumatic relationship..He accuses me pa of stealing his life savings! Gago ba sya eh umalis nga ako na wala akong kadala dala, eh di sana ang yaman yaman ko na ngayon? Wala akong kinuha or ninakaw sa kanya. Lahat nung meron kami sa bahay lahat yun iniwan ko..Even my clothes i left them..ni piso wala akong dinala kasi alam kong sa kanya yun. Masakit yung ginawa nya sa akin, pero pinili kong manahimik dahil ayoko ng gulo. After that i decided to start all over again and then he left the country.
I went to malaysia for a show, i was with my designer friends and after our show we went to go clubbing. Surprise surprise surprise...nandun sya..nakita nya ako and started beating me up infront of a lot of people! Super ''run to you'' talaga ako! I was very scared!! just seeing his face made me feel really terrified! when i got to my hotel i started packing..i called my airline to re-book my flight..i decided to go home..on my way to the airport feeling ko sinusundan ako..tapos nung nasa airport ako, lahat ng nakikta kong puti feeling ko sya laha! Ang ginawa ko after checking in, i went inside the banyo and stayed there the whole time habang hindi pa kami boarding. Nakahinga lang ako nung nakalipad na ang plane. It was a very very very traumatic experience. Kaya nga na sad ako sa ibang mga tao dati at blogs about my ordeal with these guy kasi it was very one sided..may blog pa akong nabasa na grabe manghusga, parang kilala nya ako at parang alam nya ba ang pinag daanan ko sa lalaking ito?! hayyy so anyways, tapos na yun..
Oh well, nakakaloka talaga ang buhay ko.. madaming drama..parang telenovela! Sana matahimik na sya kasi alam naman nya ang totoo eh. I was 22 and he was 50..i was naive that time..i am just a simple girl from the province who wants to make a life in manila.
Abangan ang susunod na kabanata..............
THIRD LOVE.(mahaba haba ito)
Nasa manila na ako nito. June 30, 2002...Gay Pride in Malate. Nameet ko ang isang afam na mas matanda sa akin. That time i was 22 and he was 50.. nasa bar kami that time, isaw him on my way up and he saw me..he was looking at me but medyo dedma ko lang sya kasi madami akong kasama. Tapos nung pauwi na kami nasa baba parin sya, and my friend saw him staring at me! Feeling ko ang ganda ganda ko that night..(ay umaga na pala yun).. Tapos tinutulak ako ng mga friends ko para kausapin itong afam! So the afam nahala na binibiro ako so lumapit si afam sa akin at nagpakilala, at ang say nya: ''I think this is my lucky night..i met the most beautiful pinoy'' ang haba nag hair ko!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! in short inuwi nya ako sa hotel nya! Shit ang ganda ganda ko talaga that night grabe! he was 50yo yes but hindi sya mukhang makyondis..at bet na bet ko din mga daddy looking.. It was a very memorable evening.
Parang ayoko ng umuwi gusto ko nalang kasama sya. Pag gising ko wala sya sa tabi ko..he was staying at these bed and breakfast in malate.. its an old house with a pool. Very very beautiful! So ang ginawa ko nag shower ako and i was gonna say my goodbye already and then after my shower he invited me for breakfast. And mind you, nagpaset sya ng vonggang breakfast sa may poolside with matching flowers!! so ako naman naloka! Ang haba haba ng hairrrrrrrrrrrrrr ko na naman!!! umabot sa EDSA from Adriatico, Malate. hahahaha! So after the breakfast, he got my number and told me he wants to see me again! So i gave my number... i went home and sleep to death kasi pagoda akez! nung dinner time nag ring ang ang landline..btw, that time hindi pa uso ang text sa akin. And it was him again..asking me to have dinner. So nagkita ulit kami, super kwentuhan and stuff. Lumipas ang isang linggo, sabi nya sa akin mahal na niya ako!! so ako naman super kilig kasi that time first time na may nagsabi na mahal ako! This is it!!! He left the country and promised me that he will come back..and we decided to move in together. We got a house in one of the villages in makati and i was doing the housewife duty. Like cooking, shopping furnitures, driving him to his swimming thing everynight..
It was a joy at first..Until after few months medyo nakikita ko na ang totoong ugali..he becomes very very abusive. He was an alcoholic, we always have stocks of 8 cases of beer every week! He starts his day with Beer! and then pag gabi na, lasig na lasing na and thats everyday! I started to complain...and he gets upset pag nagcocomplain ako. He would tell me he will go out and find a new boy kasi hindi ko daw sya maintindihan. It was a very stressful relationship..i was mentally and physically tortured... Everyday he would force me to have sex with him and he is always lasing..he forced me to sniff poppers para lang ako maging active..everyday with an alcoholic was a nightmare..i just cry..If hindi naman ako pumapayag he would go out and comeback with another guy..It was painful! Parang hindi ko alam ang gagawin ko palagi..wala akong magawa kasi nakatali ako sa kanya. Pag hindi sya naka inum ok sya..pero the moment na madapuan na ng alcohol katawan nya, i started to worry..kinakabahan na naman ako kasi alam ko na ang mangyayari. He would always blame me about culture! Culture differences! hindi daw nya maintindihan ang pinoy! Palagi nalang kami na aaway..hindi na masaya..Until on night nasa kitchen ako cleaning and nagkataon kasi wala ang maid namin at nagpaplansta din ako, nakakita sya ng ipis sa kitchen, sobra syang nagalit at tinadyakan ako! Sa galit ko binato ko sya ng plansta! tumakbo ako..umalis ako nga bahay na walang kadaladalang gamit. I left everything wala akong dala kahit ano except my tote bag...I found myself running along EDSA..then i called my friend and went to his house..dun na ako nakitulog and i decided to go home to my province. It was a very very traumatic relationship..He accuses me pa of stealing his life savings! Gago ba sya eh umalis nga ako na wala akong kadala dala, eh di sana ang yaman yaman ko na ngayon? Wala akong kinuha or ninakaw sa kanya. Lahat nung meron kami sa bahay lahat yun iniwan ko..Even my clothes i left them..ni piso wala akong dinala kasi alam kong sa kanya yun. Masakit yung ginawa nya sa akin, pero pinili kong manahimik dahil ayoko ng gulo. After that i decided to start all over again and then he left the country.
I went to malaysia for a show, i was with my designer friends and after our show we went to go clubbing. Surprise surprise surprise...nandun sya..nakita nya ako and started beating me up infront of a lot of people! Super ''run to you'' talaga ako! I was very scared!! just seeing his face made me feel really terrified! when i got to my hotel i started packing..i called my airline to re-book my flight..i decided to go home..on my way to the airport feeling ko sinusundan ako..tapos nung nasa airport ako, lahat ng nakikta kong puti feeling ko sya laha! Ang ginawa ko after checking in, i went inside the banyo and stayed there the whole time habang hindi pa kami boarding. Nakahinga lang ako nung nakalipad na ang plane. It was a very very very traumatic experience. Kaya nga na sad ako sa ibang mga tao dati at blogs about my ordeal with these guy kasi it was very one sided..may blog pa akong nabasa na grabe manghusga, parang kilala nya ako at parang alam nya ba ang pinag daanan ko sa lalaking ito?! hayyy so anyways, tapos na yun..
Oh well, nakakaloka talaga ang buhay ko.. madaming drama..parang telenovela! Sana matahimik na sya kasi alam naman nya ang totoo eh. I was 22 and he was 50..i was naive that time..i am just a simple girl from the province who wants to make a life in manila.
Abangan ang susunod na kabanata..............
LOVE AND PEACE
-PUEY-
Thursday, October 4, 2012
Ang mga Lalaki sa Buhay...(part 1)
Ayyyyy kinikilig ako palagi pag ang usapan ay tungkol sa PAG_IBIG..Matagal ko ng gustong i-share ang aking buhay pag-ibig NOON, NGAYON AT BUKAS (choz!) I was born in February and its a Love month. Kaya siguro palagi akong inlove! Hindi pwedeng hindi ako nagmamahal, para akong may sakit pag walang pag-ibig. Pakiramdam ko kulang and buhay pag walang kang minamahal at walang nag mamahal sayo. Madami na akong minahal na mga lalaki.. Pero hindi ko alam kung minahal din ako. Palaging ang ending is Akala..akalo ko mahal ako, akala ko siya na, akala ko Pag ibig na. Ang ending AKALA lang pala. Hahaha
FIRST LOVE.
I think High school ako nung maramdaman ko ang kilig, kaba at yung tigidig ng puso. ''Feeling'' inlove na ako sa schoolmate ko nun. He was cute, palaging mabango and very good sa class. He was my mother's student. He was a year higher sa akin. Naging close kami and that time meron syang bike/bicycle and everytime papasok sya dadaanan nya ako sa bahay para sumabay sa kanya. Feeling ko ang ganda ganda ko nun!! Kahit very uncomfortable sumakay sa bike nya dedma lang! Basta makasakay lang ako.
SECOND LOVE.
Syempre diba nabigo ako sa una kong pag ibig? Nabuhay ulit ang puso ko.. college na ako nun. Nainlove na naman ako sa isang kong kababayan din, barkada din namin. Mabait, mabango palagi at Galing sa OK na family sa amin. Ahead din sya ng isang taon sa akin, pahero din kami ng school. Sobrang nainlove ako sabi ko shit, this is it! Eto na yun! masaya! palagi syang pumapasyal sa bahay at feeling ko ulit babae ako kasi dinadalaw ako diba? Ganda ko lang! hahaha hanggang sa wala pang ngayayari pero ako naman hindi ko priority yun(choz!! kidlat!!!) willing akong maghintay kasi sabi ko these in unconditional love(leche!) Umalis nalang ako ng samar wala pa ding nangyayari sa amin.
One time nung nasa manila na ako nakapag usap kami na bago pumasok ang year 2000 meron na daw mangyayari sa amin pero nasa manila na ako nun at nasa province sya, So ako naman run to you ako pauwi sa samar bago mag new year! eto na.. that time nag bus lang ako pauwi, may bagyo signal number 1. Pagdating sa matnog, bawal lahat tumawid ang mga ferry boat/roro. dec 30 ito. Sabi ko shit! hindi pwede to!! kailangan ko makatawid!!!hindi ako pwede abutan ng new year sa matnog mag isa! So the very aggressive me, hindi pumayag na hindi ako makaka uwi. Ang ginawa ko, nag nahap ako ng boat na pwede kong rent patawid papuntang samar from matnog. May nakita ako.. sabi ko, manong pwede ba tayong tumawid? Tinanong ko kung gano ba ka delikado tumawid? Sabi ng boat man, dong hindi naman siguro ganun kalakas ang alon kasi hindi mahangin, Maulan lang that time. Kaya sabi ko papayagan ba tayo tumawid? Sabi nya hindi pero lulusot tayo. So ang ginawa namin sa kabila kami sumakay ng boat. Ay day.. nung tumatawid kami sa kalagitnaan parang perfect storm na movie lang ang drama ng waves!! super laki at dapat 1 1/2 byahe pag tawid sa amin umabot ng apat na oras! sabi ko shit baka ito na huli kong araw! hahaha Pero in fairness umabot naman kami ng buhay. Naloka ang mga tao sa port kasi nakita nila kaming tumawid.. pinagalitan lang naman kami ng coast guard.
So, inshort nakaabot din ako sa sa samar bago mag end ang 1999. Excited ako kasi sabi ko shit this is t!! this is really is it sabi pa ni ai ai! haha Nagkita kami on the 31st.. i was so ready and waiting.. hanggang sa sinabi nya na hindi pa sya ready...:(;(;(;( ay day... para akong namatayan or natalo ng milyon milyon sa sugal! Wala akong nagawa.. umiyak nalang ako. Bumalik ako sa manila nag bus ulit.. minamalas talaga ako kasi on my way back, yung bus na sinakyan ko biglang nag turn ng mabilis at nauntog ulo ko sa bintana. haha award pag balik ko sa manila meron akong bukol sa ulo na malaki. Award.
FIRST LOVE.
I think High school ako nung maramdaman ko ang kilig, kaba at yung tigidig ng puso. ''Feeling'' inlove na ako sa schoolmate ko nun. He was cute, palaging mabango and very good sa class. He was my mother's student. He was a year higher sa akin. Naging close kami and that time meron syang bike/bicycle and everytime papasok sya dadaanan nya ako sa bahay para sumabay sa kanya. Feeling ko ang ganda ganda ko nun!! Kahit very uncomfortable sumakay sa bike nya dedma lang! Basta makasakay lang ako.
Pero hindi rin nag tagal nainlove sya sa isang girl..at best friend ko pa! Crayola(cry) nalang ang drama ko. Gusto kong sabunutan si girl kaso wala naman akong magagawa. Ang ginawa ko, ako naging tulay sa kanila, para kasama pa din ako sa eksena. haha! Ako yung taga arrange kung saan sila magkikita or kung dadalaw si lalaki sa bahay ng girl ako yung kasama kasi kapit bahay ko lang si girl at friend ko ang mudak at mga sisterets! Kaya boto sila sa menchu kasi alam nila na kaibigan ko at infairness sobrang bait ni mechu. Pero and ending hindi din sila nagkatuloyan. Sayang bagay pa naman sana sila.
Syempre diba nabigo ako sa una kong pag ibig? Nabuhay ulit ang puso ko.. college na ako nun. Nainlove na naman ako sa isang kong kababayan din, barkada din namin. Mabait, mabango palagi at Galing sa OK na family sa amin. Ahead din sya ng isang taon sa akin, pahero din kami ng school. Sobrang nainlove ako sabi ko shit, this is it! Eto na yun! masaya! palagi syang pumapasyal sa bahay at feeling ko ulit babae ako kasi dinadalaw ako diba? Ganda ko lang! hahaha hanggang sa wala pang ngayayari pero ako naman hindi ko priority yun(choz!! kidlat!!!) willing akong maghintay kasi sabi ko these in unconditional love(leche!) Umalis nalang ako ng samar wala pa ding nangyayari sa amin.
One time nung nasa manila na ako nakapag usap kami na bago pumasok ang year 2000 meron na daw mangyayari sa amin pero nasa manila na ako nun at nasa province sya, So ako naman run to you ako pauwi sa samar bago mag new year! eto na.. that time nag bus lang ako pauwi, may bagyo signal number 1. Pagdating sa matnog, bawal lahat tumawid ang mga ferry boat/roro. dec 30 ito. Sabi ko shit! hindi pwede to!! kailangan ko makatawid!!!hindi ako pwede abutan ng new year sa matnog mag isa! So the very aggressive me, hindi pumayag na hindi ako makaka uwi. Ang ginawa ko, nag nahap ako ng boat na pwede kong rent patawid papuntang samar from matnog. May nakita ako.. sabi ko, manong pwede ba tayong tumawid? Tinanong ko kung gano ba ka delikado tumawid? Sabi ng boat man, dong hindi naman siguro ganun kalakas ang alon kasi hindi mahangin, Maulan lang that time. Kaya sabi ko papayagan ba tayo tumawid? Sabi nya hindi pero lulusot tayo. So ang ginawa namin sa kabila kami sumakay ng boat. Ay day.. nung tumatawid kami sa kalagitnaan parang perfect storm na movie lang ang drama ng waves!! super laki at dapat 1 1/2 byahe pag tawid sa amin umabot ng apat na oras! sabi ko shit baka ito na huli kong araw! hahaha Pero in fairness umabot naman kami ng buhay. Naloka ang mga tao sa port kasi nakita nila kaming tumawid.. pinagalitan lang naman kami ng coast guard.
So, inshort nakaabot din ako sa sa samar bago mag end ang 1999. Excited ako kasi sabi ko shit this is t!! this is really is it sabi pa ni ai ai! haha Nagkita kami on the 31st.. i was so ready and waiting.. hanggang sa sinabi nya na hindi pa sya ready...:(;(;(;( ay day... para akong namatayan or natalo ng milyon milyon sa sugal! Wala akong nagawa.. umiyak nalang ako. Bumalik ako sa manila nag bus ulit.. minamalas talaga ako kasi on my way back, yung bus na sinakyan ko biglang nag turn ng mabilis at nauntog ulo ko sa bintana. haha award pag balik ko sa manila meron akong bukol sa ulo na malaki. Award.
Abangan ang susunod na kabanata............
LOVE AND PEACE
-PUEY-
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